It's all different now.

Yes, it all is.

I'm not the same girl I was before, and I don't know if that's a good thing.

I've been through different phases in life, and I've kind of got myself in silly little transitions.

It's all good in the hood.

I don't know if I like how I am right now. But, I know for sure, I like the comfort.

I like how I no longer need emotional dependence from anyone.

I don't have the need to share my stories and problems to anyone anymore. I like it. Because I honestly know no one (out of all the people I know in my life) is genuinely interested in my life. And all the stories I have to share.

I may be physically and socially present to everyone, but in all deep honestly, I'm perfectly emotionally absent. Weird, right? I don't find the need to emotionally connect with anyone anymore.

I feel I don't have a best friend anymore. It used to hurt and disturb me so much, but not anymore. Fine, I don't have anyone to share anything with.

After all, I have myself. I have my blog.

I feel so alone.

But it's not like I can do anything about it.