I`ll be complete

This day, of all days, actually gave me the chance to open my eyes to the person I  have been. I really didn't expect to become this way. 
I guess no one really knows how they end up anyway. Against all odds, we probably end up the way we are supposed to. 
There may be a hundred regrets and thousand what-ifs,but they are all secured in their tight placements.I firmly believe we are where we are destined/supposed to be. 

But I still wonder.. If one situation in my life were changed, will everything still be the same? Will I be a better person or a person who has reached her worst peak? 
I really don't know. I've wondered for answers,but I think everything leads to one page. And that's the kind of life we live in right now. 


How about the people in our lives? Why do some people have to leave and disappear from our life? Will our life be a happier one if certain people never left our sides? Or do some people really leave because they no longer have a role to portray in our life? We no longer need them. Is that so? I don't really want to lose anyone. That's just the most painful thing ever. But I guess, we grow a lot from people we lose. From them, we learn that nothing lays constant all the time. Something always has to go away to let us learn our lesson to never take anything for granted. It may be really painful, but in the end, we'll be thankful. 


It's a world of chances and changes. We get our chances, but we all experience changes. We must learn to accept the flow of the world in order to successfully grow. Grow emotionally. Grow intellectually. Grow mentally. Grow physically. Grow spiritually. 


Everything we experience leads to the betterment of ourselves, only if we condition ourselves that we get through no matter what. We must believe everything is for our own good. 


I've experienced both pleasant and bad, and I guess I'll be complete soon enough. 
I learned a lot. But I know I still have a lot to learn. 
I thank God for everything. He never left me alone, and I know He'll always be there. 
I'll be complete. One day.